When i was in 3class i tryed to do sucide.My best friends was idiots and they talked wrong and bad thing about me.I was emo.I litsen to only metal and depressed music.I cute my hands.
Every time i was sad and depressed.But then i met with kpop and kpop idols and they makes me happy.Every time when i'm sad i just need to listen to kpop or watch videos.I guess they don't remeber how they pully me and how it's hurts me,cuz now we are friends.But i really don't trust girls.Most of my friends are males and usually they are olders than me.I really love talk with olders peoples.They understand and never say something bad,if i need help they always help me.I have many online friends.Most of they are from Korea or Japan.I think Asians are cool people.Their music is diffrent and better than american music.
I love one Korean singer style.He's artist name is G-Dragon.He have really cool style.
He collored his hair and he don't care what others think.I think it's pretty cool.
He is who he want to be,not who others want to see.I really love peoples who have their own
style.It's just so cool
.I don't want be like others.I don't like have same dreams like others.I don't want go to Paris or London like others.I want go to Seoul.I want go to Asia.I feel like there are something what i don't have here.I'm diffrent and i'm proud cus of this.I really love diffrent things,music,styles,peoples.Usually peoples say fangirls,they are just fans they never can't be famous
But guys do you know what i think?I think when i'm older i'm famous for sure.Last weeken i walked on the street and there was one old ladie and she said to me "You girl,You have big future!Please don't stop dreaming.Be who you want to be.I'm sure your dreams happens for true" and then she said "You have model show soon right?I think your team is good in this year" I was so suprised cus i saw this ladie first time in my life.I thinked what...who is she....how she know's me...
This was really weird at this moment,but now i think it's pretty cool =)
In my futre i want go to high school and then universty to learn Korean.
I want to be a model who speak korean,cus i want to live in Korea,in Seoul.
One day i talked with my dad and i said to him "Dad,brother have car and he is only 17,,,what i have when i'm so old?" Then my dad smiled and said "When you are so old you are in high school,but after high school i buy a ticket for you" Then i looked my dad like an idiot and said "What what what...what ticket? Then my dad smiled again and said "Ofc plane ticket for your dreams.....dreams in Asia....dreams in Korea.....dream in Seoul" I really love my dad.I guess my dad is number one in this world and second dad is Taeyang's dad =)
My family is so funny.I talked with my dad like i talk with my friends.When i need something or i'm sad i talk with my dad,not with mom.I'm always my dad daughter.This little dad's girl.
Yesterday my dad said "You are idiot,but do you know what i'm proud cus of you" Then i hugged my dad and said and you are best dad in this weird world...
I really love my family =)
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